~Broken-hearted~

I am so depressed,sad n also angry...I can't believe tat my fwen could talk such thing about me to others...I treated her nicely n is tis wat i get??A backstabbing fwen??Or a broken heart??If u wan to knw wat happen,well tis is wat happen.............

I had a fwen name CK(wan to knw ab her?view my post entitled Girls Gang Vs Boys Gang)...We were fwens since standard 1(the first day of skewl)...Our relationship hasn't been well since standard 6 just bcoz i become prefect....She say i berlagak jadi pengawas just bcoz i wrote her name in the 'buku kesalahan'....Well it was her mistake,who ask her to eat in the class....I was doin my duty as a prefect....She started to talk bad things about me to her fwens..Although i knw wat she told about me but i just keep quite coz i knw tat she is stil angry wif me....I just forgave her for wat she have done...

She haven't change her atitude when we went to secondary skewl but the atitude bcome worst....She always say i berlagak n i always lyk to look down at ppl who r stupid to the new students so tat i dun get to be fwens with them....But lucky me..,coz my fwen Wan Ni was there to help me...She not only help me to clear my name but she is also there when i am broken hearted bcoz of the bicthy girl...Thank god i had a fwen lyk her....

2 months in SMK Convent was a disaster bcoz of the bitchy girl....Luckily my mum went to SMK Ibrahim to reappear...One week after tat i gt tawaran from SMK Ibrahim...At last my dream came true!!!!!I was so damn happy n so damn sad too coz i am goin to be apart with my fwens..especially nicole,kethis n arthini....Since tat i was happy in my new skewl where there are true n loyal fwen lyk archa,janice,ashley,syafi,kobi,ambiga n lots more(muackks!!i love ya al)...

But things started to bcome worst in MSN tuition...CK is always jealous of me,syafi n ashley just bcoz we all always talk to her BF which is TTW(actually they never even couple up but bcoz TTW n CK always look at each other during tuition time...so i started to tease TTW with CK name)When i wasn't around she started to talk bad stuff about me to Nicole and her gang....But luckily Nicole is a good n innocent person...She never talk bad stuff about me not lyk the bitchy girl.....Nicole tell me bout wat CK say...At first i wasn't angry coz i understand tat everyone wil be jealous when their love ones talk to another boy or girl....But then things got so serious later...CK begin to say i gedik,gatal gegeh(n other word 3G) just bcoz i talk to boys more then her...

Lastly she often ignore me when i call her...But when she call me i have to answer her...if no she will say i BERLAGAK!!!!!i dun undertand....Y?????????Y is God is treating me lyk tis??My life is so miserable...I need someone to cheer me up n wake me up from my horrible nightmare....Someone who is always there when i need help or give me a shoulder to cry on when i am sad....So if u all have read my post..pls pls do comment so tat i knw ur opinion wether u all agree or disagree with my post...Ty...Love ya!